Hypnotize with them lies The way you hypnotize with them thighs In my mind I'm caged Isolated from the crowd Alone in my own lane Stuck in a trance Smoking on loud Burn some sage I got demons knocking late Release my inner fire Scorch the beat Like a torch I lead Twisted like barbed wire Distant from my trauma I been healing Changed my appearance Grew some hair Tatted my chest up Self investing No magic I'm just living and learning Life can be tragic Ain't no promises given No acting I'm just loving and hurting Life can be magic Gotta stay honest No illusions given Could it be all in my head? Should I drink till I can't feel both my legs? Drown in my sorrows Or drown my sorrows with a bottle of Jack Till my hollow is full of spirit And my bottle's just broken glass Either way Can't be bothered by bitterness Overcame way too much bitter shit To ever be considered bitter by any inch I'm a sinner forgiven For committing many sins That's why I repent I gotta cleanse Losing to win Win to just lose again The cycle of the thrill The cycle with no end All I got is my word And it's written on these pages Written without a pen Permanent like tattooed skin No magic I'm just living and learning Life can be tragic Ain't no promises given No acting I'm just loving and hurting Life can be magic Gotta stay honest No illusions given Permanent like tattooed skin