[Chorus] so hard to see what can't be seen and read these dreams for what they mean I need to be at one with peace to cure myself of this disease [Verse] I been down and out and left for dead Nobody left to care or be there to break bread Been lead astray and seen the darkest days Had to find my way alone, with nobody to blame Gave it all I had and still came up short Wanted to take it all back but came back for more Tore me apart, and been left in pieces Had to put it back together, never knowin the reasons Leavin me to seek answers that I couldn't find No direction to go like I was walking blind Tryin to keep going soldiering on Not knowing if I could ever get to right my wrongs [Chorus] so hard to see what can't be seen and read these dreams for what they mean I need to be at one with peace to cure myself of this disease [Verse] The doubt takes hold like a bad sickness My sins laid bare for all to witness Like a ticket to a show to see this misfit been given a chance but I already missed it I stiffen my spine and try to stand up tall But feels like I'm Fallin and I'm left to crawl Standing alone with my back against the wall I guess there's no choice but to give it my all It's times like these that i get to choose To lose myself in the mental abuse Or do my best to stay away from the noose it's hard to make my next move without knowing what to do [Interlude] it's so loud sometimes, that I need the quiet the riot inside, it comes out without tryin I'm lying with a smile, and it feels like I'm dying like I'm always on trial, so I just keep on fighting [Verse] Things can always get better, and always get worse I pray for forgiveness and continue to search Been hurt by those who are closest to me And hurt the ones I love my hands ain't clean I need salvation from all that I've done I've been stayin patient while the calender runs Days and weeks and months and years I see the ghosts and then I choke back the tears I'm hearing the voices and lookin for hope regretting my choices and trying to cope slowly going insane livin life in this void Toyin with my brain that's overloaded with noise [Chorus] so hard to see what can't be seen and read these dreams for what they mean I need to be at one with peace to cure myself of this disease ©️ Rukus Crew 2025
