[Verse 1] I used to walk in light With clean hands and clear eyes Now I trace the bathroom tile Like it knows my alibis A spoon on the counter A lie in my throat I called it a cure But it ate every note [Pre-Chorus] And I kept saying Just one more night Just one more taste Just one more bite But the door kept closing The room got small I heard my name Then I lost it all [Chorus] You said it was quite simple, but heavy My fall from grace Because of youre addictions You wandered You lost your Space And now youre lost and dying In the sea of shame Sea of shame [Verse 2] Mama left a message I never called back I wore my worst face Like a train on the track Friends turned to strangers Strangers turned away I sold my good mornings For another bad day Empty in the mirror Shaking in the sink I kept chasing silence Until I could not think [Pre-Chorus] And I kept saying Just one more night Just one more taste Just one more bite But the door kept closing The room got small I heard my name Then I lost it all [Chorus] You said it was quite simple, but heavy My fall from grace Because of youre addictions You wandered You lost your Space And now youre lost and dying In the sea of shame Sea of shame [Bridge] If I reach for mercy Will it know my skin? If I reach for daylight Can I still get in? I am not the hunger I am not the stain I am only a body Learning how to name the pain [Final Chorus] You said it was quite simple, but heavy My fall from grace Because of youre addictions You wandered You lost your Space And now youre lost and dying In the sea of shame Sea of shame Sea of shame Sea of shame
