[male spoken word In my previous life I entertained narsuhsistik behavior Its endearing... ya know? Because I was the lack of self worth dumbass they wiped their feet on. But OH MY GOD I can't do it anymore . . Even for fun. GO AWAY! Wise man said . . "never be scared to loose who you're with". So how far do you reckon she will chase us ? Well, You stole her money . . broke her heart and burned down her whorehouse . . Probably to hell if we make it there This here is my resurrection to breathing this time of year I dont need to but want to be transparent because if I'm with you at some point it could happen "So I go out last night and pick up this chick . . we come back to my place you know casual like playing it cool . . "you want to come over? hang out, have some conversation and watch some TV? She said "sure". . So we get back here . . I make some drinks, talking, watching TV and she starts unbuttoning my pants . . I turn down the tv and look at her And Im like "hey baby". . "what's up" you know . . "Are you not enjoying the show"? "Thought you wanted to hang out and watch TV" . . This is a really good western . She DID NOT want to watch tv!!! Freakn women! Sending mixed signals . . Pfffft!" Your brain will justify a thousand bad decisions ... but your gut never lies and you cannot save a person that is addicted to their story . . This here is my resurrection to breathing this time of year "Everybody's so damn worried about trying to find someone to love them like they "deserve". . Maybe you need to do like me . . take a year off and look deep in the mirror from the inside out, do some studying . . Learn your shit!!! Get smarter and then be honest and realize First and foremost you have to be something lovable to someone else . . I am not . . I get it . . But your brain will justify a thousand bad decisions ... but your gut never lies and you cannot save a person that is addicted to their story . ." "Drink up single friends because it's all you got when ya totally disposable, hard to get along with, old, fat and ugly" The end . . [/end spoken word]
