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Too Proud to Call

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All rights reserved. Copyright © 2026 suno.com/@asukachatmusic The dark is right beside me and it will not leave I stop to catch my breath and hear the branches move I keep on saying things that I do not believe As if I still have anything out here to prove I tore my sleeve and tied it here to mark this tree I thought that I was getting somewhere for a while Now that same piece of cloth is hanging over me I walked in circles thinking just another mile You asked if I was sure before I went outside I heard concern and acted like you made me stay You only tried to help I only heard my pride I made you feel like you were only in my way Which way is home without a light How long before somebody knows I cannot bear another night Of going where this circle goes Does anybody hear my plea Beyond the trees beyond the rain When only darkness walks with me And every road comes back to pain I hold my breath and press my back against a tree I check the time and scroll through pictures on my phone The map is lit but nothing here looks right to me The whole world fits inside my hand I am alone I count my steps and check my tracks then stagger back I turn I trip I tear my coat and start once more The rain fills every print along the muddy track I fall against the roots I crawled across before I know the words I need to say to get you here I need you now I cannot do this on my own I hear my last reply to you too loud and clear I said I knew the way and should be left alone Which way is home without a light How long before somebody knows I cannot bear another night Of going where this circle goes Does anybody hear my plea Beyond the trees beyond the rain When only darkness walks with me And every road comes back to pain I do not want to stay awake to meet the dawn I want this aching underneath my ribs to cease I catch myself believing if my life were gone There might be something waiting that resembles peace I bring your contact into view and make the call I almost hang up thinking of the things I said You ask me where I am I cannot speak at all Then tell you I am scared of what is in my head I cannot find my way I cannot see the sky I thought that I could bear this darkness on my own I need you here I am too scared to say goodbye Please stay with me I cannot do this all alone Which way is home without a light How long before somebody knows I cannot bear another night Of going where this circle goes Does anybody hear my plea Beyond the trees beyond the rain When only darkness walks with me And every road comes back to pain You stay there on the phone and talk me through the night You were the light I needed but I pushed away Your voice holds back the dark I could not bear to fight I let you hear me break and still you choose to stay