[Verse 1] I found God in a silver spoon Felt like love in a hotel room You lit me up like I was clean Then left me burning in between [Pre-Chorus] I don’t pray, I don’t run I just melt when you come You say stop, but I stay 'Cause the pain tastes okay [Chorus – Hook-heavy] God in a spoon High like the moon Hurts like you But I can't move God in a spoon You come too soon Then fade like perfume God in a spoon [Verse 2] You kiss my wrist and call it grace But every touch just strips my face I close my eyes and count to sin Let you take what’s left within [Pre-Chorus – repeat pattern] I don’t cry, I don’t speak I just die week by week You say “heal,” I say “how?” You’re the reason and the vow [Chorus – repeat with layered vocals] God in a spoon Sweet like doom Cold like truth But I still choose God in a spoon You bloom, I bruise But I stay tuned God in a spoon [Bridge – catchy but poetic] Every hit, a lullaby Every high, a pretty lie You’re the prayer I overdose Still the name I whisper close [Final Chorus – vocal stacking + synth loop] God in a spoon Hurts like you And I still do What you told me to