Yeah not for my series this time. :P But Made for The Soundry's event "Stitch It Up". Prompt is made from kinda random parts. :P If you wanna join the madness https://discord.gg/R2QsBzs76 ___________________________________________________________ i let the bad things in, convinced i deserve this... ...feeling so worthless, a life i won't miss. yeah, i'mma sad boy, broken toy, tossed up on the shelf spending every waking second fighting with myself yet still a dreamer but heavy disbeliever sweating out the panic like a mind consuming fever always overthinking, feeling sick and paranoid numbing every single feeling that i once enjoyed carrying a heart that's ready to collapse... ...falling right back into the middle of a relapse. i let the bad things in, convinced i deserve this... ...feeling so worthless, a life i won't miss. dragging down the people who tried to keep me afloat... ...swallowing apologies stuck inside my throat. the monster underneath my bed is nothing i should dread... ...probably not as bad as the one above instead happiness is out of service, disconnected tone sitting in the silent dark and doing it alone yeah, life goes up and down, spinning like a wheel Pun intended, getting crushed is how i feel taking one step up and two down, rope 'round my neck bad things, bad habits, pulling me right back mad at the world, mad at myself, ready to attack sad in the head, sad in the heart, fading into black ...adding another failure to the never ending stack. i let the bad things in, convinced i deserve this... ...feeling so worthless, a life i won't miss. dragging down the people who tried to keep me afloat... ...swallowing apologies stuck inside my throat the monster underneath my bed is nothing i should dread... ...probably not as bad as the one above instead the water's rushing over and it's breaking through the dam just another metaphor to show how broken i am lungs are filling up with all the tears i couldn't shed... ...anchored to the bottom by the voices in my head. [Fan-Service] i let the bad things in, convinced i deserve this... ...feeling so worthless, a life i won't miss.
