[Verse 1] No need to justify, no need to stay and lie Nobody who knows me, the fractures in my life When things get too bright, I'm scared to realize Maybe in the end, I'm really not that bad Everyone who knows me, if they ever praise me I'll stay up all night, tearing it apart Reading all the letters, broken and in tatters Spin them all around, making up a mess [Chorus] My heart is racing, my breath is catching Every little bit is just a bunch of lies Lay me to rest because it's just a mess Every little bit I made up in my mind I know it won't soothe me, that my fears are empty Because in my mind, I feel it all the time [Verse 2] Every time it's lonely, every time it's scary Every single time I hear it in my mind If my mom had loved me, maybe I'd been bubbly But that's not the life I ever got to live If my mom had loved me, maybe I'd been happy But that's not the life I ever got to live [Outro] Ever got to live, ever got to live Ever got to live, ever got to live
