Blue Quietness

There's only teardrops As my voice is devoured By the silence Pain is nothing new I must continue to bloom With the dark blessing I'm an unknown princess That has the curse of the shooting stars My existence is nullified completely Blue quietness, my heart breaks Blue quietness, no distortions must show upon the water's surface Blue quietness, my soul is dim Blue quietness, I feel incomplete Dreams aren't forever Only a fleeting smile That leaves behind everlasting sorrow I'm the bride of the abyss That is struggling to live In the sunshine As I'm pershing inside Obstacles are thrown at me I can't dodge completely I'm tripping, I'm falling The unhappiness of the crow spreads Throughout the blue heaven The voice of the monster Tests my sanity I am at war with myself And I must wear a smile Blue quietness, to not be noticed Blue quietness, saves me from the heart Blue quietness, life is cold Blue quietness, my pulse is gone Don't lie, say the truth Can you see me? Am I only an evocation of your desires? It hurts that tomorrow You won't see me the same When my usefulness ends I'll be left broken Don't want to fade But mortality has me claimed Nightmare blooms Before my eyes I can't withstand Always losing Blue quietness, blue quietness, blue quietness My tears fall in silence My smile breaks I can do nothing I'm only the blue princess of mistakes I'm in pain I'm feeling broken The disease of dreams flourishes To avoid the twisted reality Broken candy Unsweetened gum I'm nothing, but stardust A trick of life So magical only in design While poisonous inside