Scar u

Rushy... Rushy... Rush! Ayy Empty belly got a spirit shiesty, tryna keep it righteous But peace feelin pricey, when the plate lookin silent, lifeless Bad call? Nah, thats a wrong number in my phone’s ghost Dont dial that stress-line, thats a quick trip to the host, no boast Im the grown-up that my younger self would call fo advice Ghost-writin my past, then Im livin that life twice, rollin the dice Mama bird flew, I grew wings n then I learned to glide, sky-high Forgive n forget? Nah, I jus put that pain on the side, let it reside Dad was a myth, now Rushy's the legend, facts embedded in the asphalt Past-tense like a spell I broke, no longer feelin dreaded, thats my own fault u want the rock, but u aint got no bounce or no drive, jus dry rot Talkin bout bars, but never bent a steel rule to survive, never even got hot Critic with no credit? Thats a broke-asss auditor, a fake-asss reporter Talkin bout sex, cant even unzip the predator, or even get harder Collision course, minds a wreck, vision blurry from the blast, a mental hit-n-run u a thing of the past, already done Sinner's core froze, colder than a polar bears breath, no warmth within his chest When them prison doors close, thats the sound of a livin death, puttin ur soul to the test I dont sim life, I play on Hall of Fame, 99 overall, no cheat codes, pure talent Every breath a real diamond, watch it shine, watch it enthrall, heavy loads, never hesitant My words scar u permanent, no laser removal, no cover-up If it dont evolve u, then its jus takin up ur prime, no approval, times up Too clever to argue, my silence is a loud, echoin statement, a grand decree Rushy see dead people n ur future's lookin vacant, a bare pavement, jus empty Playin games? The shotty gonna make ur cleats float, call it levitation fo the weak Namin names? Bet ur loyalty jus hit a bad note, total degradation, can barely speak Save the pain, give up the ghost, these streets aint fo the weak, they fo the strong-hearted Keep up, my minds a chandelier, watch the light leak, where the art started (Aye) This peace sht is a hard meal to swallow, empty plate But a hollow point'll have a goofy eatin off a chrome tray, its a mistake Im starvin in this hell maze But I dont make the call, cus once that number's dialed, it never doesn't ring Tried to be the grown-up my young self would actually wanna be Then I saw my reflection n told that lil dude, "I forgive me" She aint get to hear it but i Told my mamas I forgive her, that absence was a different kind of presence Never had a dad, so "father figure" is jus a ghost sentence, past tense Im present tense, pressure immense, bless this mess I dont simulate, I annihilate, put up the 99 like Im Gretzky on the pavement Its only right that I finally shine, light so bright it'll leave u blind n dazed in the basement I speak verbs that'll noun u, past, present, future tense—I surround u If it dont evolve u, it dont involve me, Im too clever, I jus dissolve u Rushy... Rushy... Rush!