my heart is like broken signals, fading in and out when you breathe. i’m trying to talk but the words fall, they always sink instead of leave. you say you care but it feels so far, like you’re yelling through a wall. and every time i reach for you, i swear you barely feel at all. i’m tired of pretending i’m fine, i’m tired of acting like i’m strong. ’cause everything you did to me still feels painfully wrong. i’m falling apart in silence, crashing down without a sound. if loving you was supposed to lift me, why do i end up on the ground? please don’t say it’s “just me”, please don’t call this a phase. i’m trying to hold myself together but i’m stuck in your haze. my heart is like broken signals, and you’re the reason it can’t reach out. you made me feel like i was nothing, and i can’t figure this shit out.
