[Verse 1] I keep a list on my phone Things I swore I would not do again You walk in late In that coat Suddenly rules feel paper thin I had a plan for the year Color‑coded Every little step Now I’m canceling flights Changing gears Just to chase the way you touch my neck [Chorus] I’m losing my self control Losing my sleep My cool My halo Thought I was set in stone But you turn the keys and I just let go Spinning out Can’t find my way Laughing while my life’s in flames I’m losing my self control And I don’t even want it back today [Verse 2] Used to say “yes” and mean it Now it’s “maybe” every time you call Red wine stains on my secrets Bills in a pile by the hall Mom keeps asking how I’m doing I say “fine ” then pour another glass I was so sure where I was going Then your hand slid over on the dash [Chorus] I’m losing my self control Losing my sleep My cool My halo Thought I was set in stone But you turn the keys and I just let go Spinning out Can’t find my way Laughing while my life’s in flames I’m losing my self control And I don’t even want it back today [Bridge] Who was that girl Who woke up at six Ran circles round the sun Who is this one Eating takeout on the floor when the day’s undone I tell myself “breathe Get a grip” Then you kiss me and it starts to slip (oh) If this is wrong It tastes so right So I’ll fall apart again tonight [Chorus] I’m losing my self control Losing my sleep My cool My halo Thought I was set in stone But you turn the keys and I just let go Spinning out Can’t find my way Burning up and you’re the blame I’m losing my self control And I don’t even want it back today
