Real Story Telling

[Intro] [solo] [Opening] Real Storytelling Real Storytelling going back to tell my life story at a young age thinking back I can remember the good but my bad memories I hold on deeply because that's what made me motherfucker [Verse] Looking back in my life all I seen is the kid crying alone wondering why no body gave a shit about me setting in the rollerskating party that my mom put together inviting my friends and family and no body gave a shit to not even my own father to show up I just wondering you do understand how it feel when you run up to your own mother crying wondering and asking why no one show up to your birthday party crying alone when you get home if you do hi my name is Matthew this my story of my childhood crying alone wondering why no one gave a fucking damn about me [Pre-Chorus hook] this.......this is my fucking story this.......this is my fucking story fucking story....story..fucking story let me tell you my fucking story [Chorus hook] Come on let's go and see how my life use to look like and see how I use to be this nice kid Who try to make everyone happy even when i felt bad inside so come with me and...an..and...see how my life destroy me [Verse 2] I use to have my mom come in school and throw my birthday there by bringing in cupcakes for my fucking Ungrateful classmate like I was just some random kid they have to deal with all because my way of thinking, acting, goofing off, and being Weird that's the way I love it not giving a shit what they think but still not having no friends because of it I play by myself when I go outside being by myself not giving a damn about nothing hell I think that's the way I like some days knowing no will bug you even when you wanted play with the kids at Recess even though you know they are not your friends I fucking hate that damn feeling when they play pretend being nice to you because they feel sorry for you with their bullshit smiles and their bullshit laughing I am sick of it I can feel my Sicko side wanting to come out again aaahhh! fuck you! [Pre-Chorus hook] this.....this is my fucking story this.......this is my fucking story fucking story....story..fucking story let me tell you my fucking story [Verse 3] did you ever seen in your family how they look at you or hear how they talk to you like you never matter and you'll be nothing to them well me and my sister did we share that Experience with each other man that's the most fuck up feeling we ever felt she went her own way because she was the oldest will to me she is because see I was the baby on my father side of his family he had with 3 different Women see he had 4 kids altogether one with his first wife two with his second wife and me with his third wife that he seen as a mistake the fucking kid he didn't mean to have because he got high at a concert with my mom on a date but hey I'm glad I get to be here for you guys even though no one see me or care to talk about a mistake like me fuck it why not I'll stay feeling like eminem like no one gave shit till I get Famous like he did fuck I don't see that happening why I should I give damn about myself Hell My own mom told me to leave her alone when I need to talk to her when she watching her show for a young age that fuck you up deeply [Bridge] you learn young when you live in a life style like this no one really gave a fucking damn about you so you try to do everything to get them to like you and see you by doing stupid shit and then you go back home wondering why are you here and why did God play this sick joke in your life all because your different and no one really see how you are because you try to show them but they told I don't have time for you because they said and show you they had more Important things to do then hear you out because your feelings never matter to them so you go to the basement room to and close to door and do things to fill the Void in your heart like drinking Alcohol at a young age or playing Video games so damn long or watch things you shouldn't to feel good again I know these pain and darkness because the people I love as a kid that I thought they love me to put me there and now I don't know how to escape this Abyss of darkness crying alone wondering if anyone see me screaming and howling for anyone to save me why. why. why. No! One! Love! Me! [Pre-Chorus hook] this.......this is my fucking story this.......this is my fucking story fucking story....story..fucking story let me tell you my fucking story (this.......this is my fucking story this.........this is my fucking story fucking story....story..fucking story let me tell you my fucking story) [Chorus hook] Come on let's go and see how my life use to look like and see how I use to be this nice kid Who try to make everyone happy even when i felt bad inside so come with me and...an..and...see how my life destroy me