[Verse 1] Wake up sick Hands still shaking Ash in the sink Heart still racing Everyday swearing this time I’ll change it Then I’m right back where I said I’d never be Phone on mute Ghosted my mother Can’t stand the truth So I numb another Sold all my jackets at the start of the summer Still freezing in the middle of July [Chorus] Everyday struggling to put the pipe down Chasing the high I traded my soul for the high I keep saying that I’m finished But I circle back around Everyday struggling to put the pipe down Chasing the high Watching my life pass by I keep losing every part of me I find [Verse 2] Good friends left They got tired of waiting Last one text “man You’re gonna be taken” I left him on read Hit the corner Hit the basement Staring at the flame like it’s the only one who’ll stay Mirror on the wall Eyes look hollow Promise on the stall “one last time Tomorrow” I write it every night Every morning I just follow The same cracked road to the same dead end [Chorus] Everyday struggling to put the pipe down Chasing the high I traded my soul for the high I keep saying that I’m finished But I circle back around Everyday struggling to put the pipe down Chasing the high Watching my life pass by I keep losing every part of me I find (yeah)