[Verse 1] Your name’s a spark in a room full of gas Every step toward you pulls me back I tried to move on, tried to stay clean But your shadow still stitches itself to me I replay us like a late-night sin Every promise echoing under my skin I know you’re the wound and the medicine Both in the same breath, that’s the mess I’m in I said I’d be stronger, said I’d let go But the heart don’t listen to what I know It beats like it’s searching for you in the dark Maps drawn in pain, led by a spark [Hook] You’re my curse, yeah I feel you still Every mile away, you pull me uphill I run but the gravity won’t reverse Love this heavy don’t come without hurt You’re my curse, carved into bone I fight the truth but I bleed it alone If letting you go is what saves the world Why does losing you feel worse [Verse 2] I keep my distance, call it control But the silence just talks, eats holes in my soul I see your face in the corner of crowds In every song that gets too loud I tried to replace you with nights and noise Temporary fixes, counterfeit joys But every touch feels borrowed, thin Like I’m cheating the truth I’m living in They say time heals, but time just waits Lets the ache ferment, marinate I don’t hate you, that’s the crime I just hate the way you live in my mind [Hook] You’re my curse, yeah I feel you still Every mile away, you pull me uphill I run but the gravity won’t reverse Love this heavy don’t come without hurt You’re my curse, carved into bone I fight the truth but I bleed it alone If letting you go is what saves the world Why does losing you feel worse [Bridge] I don’t want to forget I just want it to stop hurting I don’t need closure I need the past to loosen its grip [Breakdown] I hold on Even when it breaks me Call it love Call it safety I know the cost Still I pay it Chain around my chest I decorate it [Final Hook] You’re my curse, yeah I know it’s true But the best and worst thing I ever knew I’d rather ache than feel nothing first I’d rather burn than freeze in the dirt You’re my curse, my beautiful flaw The reason I rise, the reason I fall If healing means erasing your verse Then maybe I’ll live With my curse [Outro] Some scars don’t fade They teach you how to breathe around the pain And I’m still breathing.
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