Created for the STTZ Grunge It Up Event by @TsaanDra! [Instrumental intro] [Verse 1] Oh my God I just got that message again I gotta reach out to my fam gotta reach out to my friends I don't wanna hear your voice I just gotta hit send I say I'll do it in the mornin' but the mornin' always ends. And I – I been stayin' up 'til five And I – I got a million reasons why Oh I – I'm never goin' outside... ("Why don't you try?") And I'm silent, I'm hiding, I can't find the time.... Just frying, my eyelids, while I'm smiling on my phone And I'm lying all alone~ [Pre-Chorus] And when it all falls through, I fall apart I know everything ends, right where it starts I don't think I've come so far And I feel nothing, but the stone in my heart [Chorus] I could care, I could care, I could care, I could care But I don’t, but I don’t, and I stare, and I stare At the mess, at the texts, at the calls I ignore Tell myself I’m above it, lying dead on the floor~~ Ohhhh Lying dead on the floor~ [Verse 2] Oh my God, I just heard the voices again Not real voices — just the noise inside my head Every little thing I said, replaying in my brain, Like a broken conversation, that I never wanna end And I – I keep staring at the wall And I – I don’t feel it when I fall Oh I – I'm pretending I’m alright While I silently picking up a fight And I'm fading, I'm waiting For a moment that feels right..... Staying, just wasting Another thousand silent nights [Bridge] But every little step I take Just pulls me back again (oOohhh) So I stare into the dark And disappear inside my head While I'm lying here alone~ [Pre-Chorus] And when it all falls through, I fall apart I know everything ends right where it starts I don't think I've come so far And I feel nothing, but a stone in my heart [Final Chorus] I could care, I could care, I could care, I could care But I don’t, but I don’t, and I stare, and I stare At the mess, at the texts, at the calls I ignore Tell myself I’m above it, lying dead on the floor [post-chorus] Keep telling myself, I'm fine Keep pushing myself in line Keep lying, keep lying Ohhhh lying dead on the floor Ooohhh lying, lying, lying dead on the floor Oh my God.


