Abandonment issues

Damn feel in' like I'm alone, but u sit right in front of me! Hmmmmmm!!! My voice is unspoken to avoid the rejection! Can u feel me live or r u too busy to realize that I even exist? I crave ur love, but that just annoys u! U won't let me be me, so I act like a stranger and then lose who I really am! I strive for pure happiness and usually don't expect anything in return! I live for adventure and a lot for humanity! I love to love and hate to hate! I need very little and want not much more! The sound of the ocean soothes my restless soul! Being outside in the sun, cured it all;) ahhhhhhhhhh