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Addicted To The Fame

[Verse 1] Wake up to that same blue flicker Phone glow in my veins Scrolling through a thousand mirrors All with borrowed names Cold coffee by the bed Thumbprint smeared across the glass Every version of myself Built on filters that don't last [Chorus] I'm just addicted to the fame Clicks and numbers Are the game Tell me how to find my face In this imaginary place I wanna feel real in someone More than empty Can be seen Did I trade away my heartbeat For a highlight on a screen? [Verse 2] Mom calls Asks how I'm doing Says "you look good In all those pics" But the silence in my bedroom Cuts much deeper than the clicks I keep praying to the timeline Like it's some electric god But the more I chase that spotlight The more my shadow feels like fraud [Chorus] I'm just addicted to the fame Clicks and numbers Are the game Tell me how to find my face In this imaginary place I wanna feel real in someone More than empty Can be seen Did I trade away my heartbeat For a highlight on a screen? [Bridge] Is there a way to power down Without losing who I am? Can I learn to hear my heartbeat Without reaching for that cam? (oh) They say "just log off You’ll feel it" Like it’s written in the code But I’m wired to the feedback Screen light buried in my bones [Chorus] I’m just addicted to the fame Unlocking all my chains If I disappear from view Will I learn what’s really true? I wanna grow roots with someone Who sees all the in-between Counting moments Counting meanings Not just likes on what I’ve been [Outro] So tonight I kill the signal Let the dark erase the trace Staring past the black glass Till I recognize my face