WELCOME TO MY FUNERAL

Verse 1 Aight… listen— Y’all treat me like I’m some glitch that can’t die, Like I’m supposed to smile for the cameras even when my soul’s fried. Crowd yelling my name like it keeps me alive, But half the time I’m on stage wondering what's my purpose in life. People say, “Bro, you’re unbreakable.” Nah… I just bend where you can't see. You call it strength, I call it keeping the mess off the livestream. If I ever checked out, trust— It wouldn’t be slow, wouldn’t be poetic, Probably something reckless just to make the headlines aesthetic. --- Chorus But I’m still here, right? Lights on me like they’re trying to keep me warm at night. You want the truth? I’m not okay, I just perform it right. If I fall apart, you’ll get a front-row view— But until then, I’ll bleed on cue. --- Verse 2 I been to hell enough times the devil knows me by name, He said, “You good?” I said, “Yeah bro, we think the same.” He said, “You leaving?” I said, “Maybe, but not today,” ‘Cause I still got fans to disappoint in the nicest way. Y’all think I’m joking when I talk like this— Nah, I just learned pain sells better when you package it slick. I’m not evil, I’m not holy, I’m just stuck in the glitch, Half saint, half threat, half nihilistic misfit. Sometimes I wake up like, “Damn, I’m still breathing? That’s wild.” But if I’m still alive, then I might as well make the darkness worth your while. --- Chorus But I’m still here, right? Lights on me like they’re trying to keep me warm at night. You want the truth? I’m not okay, I just perform it right. If I fall apart, you’ll get a front-row view— But until then, I’ll bleed on cue. --- Bridge I ain’t fearless, I’m just numb where it matters. I ain’t broken, I’m just better at hiding the shatters. If you quote me, don’t twist it— I’m not dying, I’m just tired of pretending I’m gifted. --- Outro Devil said I’m safe as long as I don’t look back… I laughed and said, “Relax— I got your back.”