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pitiful blues

V5.5

Life ain't always what it seems there's nothing sweeter than my dreams people HAVE TO plot and scheme it rips my heart right from the seams and I could walk a country mile and point out all thats wrong and vile though I doubt anyone would listen in this sea of constant bitching.Things are easy when you're young and we never held our tongue but the time does surely come when all is said and done and you are left alone with just your thoughts and a broken home how could I have been so blind to the world I left behind a broken promise here and there now just a monster without a care. [Sub chorus] intrusive thoughts just let me be , got my rum it's enough for me. Living out my days all alone as I ascend this lonely throne not too sure I can atone so I never leave my home feeling scared and always hurt, am I lower than the dirt from beneath these feet I roam my demons singing in my dome. I broke my back and lost my teeth but thank the Lord I may still eat. Broken ride and tattered spirit a smile is sometimes hard to keep, they say stay strong and be a man I truly wonder if I can my friends and family abandoned me I guess I deserve this honestly I spread my heart so wide and thin now the towel I throw in. Therapy is a joke to me its never solved my discrepancy I've seeked help and clairvoyancy it never once brought peace to me please believe don't retreat from me honestly I just need relief so please hear that of my plea now I'll return to my sleep.