I’ve been pacing through the noise in my head again Trying not to replay every word I should’ve kept in The room gets smaller, but I act like I don’t care Like I’m not one bad night away from breaking there I bite my tongue till I taste something like regret Like swallowing a scream, I never finished yet I keep my chest locked up I keep my hands calm But it’s hard to look steady when you’re barely holding on If I fall apart tonight Would you hear it in the quiet Would you pull me back from it Before I let the whole thing die When the light lets go And the air turns cold If I lose my way Don’t let me go alone I’ve been hanging on By a single thread Say you’ll stay with me Until my hands unclench When the light lets go When the light lets go I stare at the ceiling like it’s gonna say my name Like it’s got the answer for the mess I can’t explain I’m tired of the weight I drag from day to day Tired of saying “I’m okay” just to make it go away And I don’t wanna be the reason you start sinking too I don’t wanna be the damage that I hand to you But I’m falling in a place nobody ever looks Smiling like a habit, like it’s written in a book If I disappear tonight Would it finally feel like breathing Or would it just be one more thing I couldn’t stop from leaving When the light lets go And the air turns cold If I lose my way Don’t let me go alone I’ve been hanging on By a single thread Say you’ll stay with me Until my hands unclench When the light lets go I’m not asking you to save me I’m just asking you to stay ‘Cause I’ve been losing sleep to thoughts That never go away I keep my hands on something solid But it slips right through my grip Like I’m fighting off a feeling That keeps leaning into me Hold me down, hold me up I don’t know what I need I’m a crash with the engine running And it won’t let me leave When the light lets go And the air turns cold If I lose my way Don’t let me go alone I’ve been hanging on By a single thread Say you’ll stay with me Until my hands unclench When the light lets go When the light lets go I’m still here I’m still here Even when the light lets go
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