I was fine just burning slow Happy high with room to grow Then she lit me like the dawn Brighter blaze to dream upon Laughter spilled, my sky turned wide Nothing to hide, no need to hide Velvet touch and cherry kiss Every hour felt like bliss Days were gold and nights were fire Fed my heart and stoked desire Hook Parasite—girl you bloom inside my veins like ivy Neon bite—wrap me up until I call it pretty I kiss your chaos, wear your bruise, say it’s holy Parasite—you’re the ache that keeps remaking me Shadows spread where light once stayed Poison dripped in what we made Whispers cut, her tongue was steel I couldn’t tell what hurt was real Perfume lingered, nights grew cold I shrank inside the lies she told My mirror cracked, her mark was deep I lost myself in borrowed sleep Confessional I gave her my edges till nothing was mine, called it devotion though it bled me thin, I let her crawl nightly through silence and time, kissed every bruise like a holy sin, I fed her my voice till I echoed her lies, carried her hunger beneath my skin, And still I lit joints in the dark of her eyes, praying her shadow would let me in. Hook Parasite—girl you bloom inside my veins like ivy Neon bite—wrap me up until I call it pretty I kiss your chaos, wear your bruise, say it’s holy Parasite—you’re the ache that keeps remaking me I pull her hooks out one by one They sing like metal, then they’re done I taste my blood, it tastes like brine But it’s the proof this mouth is mine Final Hook Parasite—starve on silence, I won’t beg you for a riot Neon bite—dulled on me, I won’t dress your need and buy it I make the bed, I make the rules—watch me breathe and not deny it Parasite—I shed my skin, you can’t wear it when I try it I’ll bleed in color if it keeps you near Light me up, love… then disappear Spoken Outro I let you crawl under my skin just to feel less empty… I called it love, but it was just another craving… You left your teeth in my quiet places, and I still went back for more… Parasite, lover, poison, muse… I don’t know the difference anymore.
