I'm fooling myself Over and over again Believing that There is someone Waiting for me. But there's nothing at all— Just empty space Where I keep searching For something I don't deserve. And in the end, I'm left with me In an empty room, With tears Of loneliness. No matter How bright My smile may seem, Or how truly Happiness was Drawn in my eyes To fool them all— Make them believe I'm fine in my own Cell of pain. —Chorus— There's no one who ever asks: How are you, for real? Only fake smiles And pretending That they're Always there for you— When you're captured And standing Alone in the dark corner Of your own darkness. In the moment of losing Yourself in the time of hope, Where no one accepts your scream Through the silence of pain. When you're dying in suffering, Drowning in the middle of saving yourself. --- I try to wash away my pain When it's raining outside, 'Cause I can take a step When the thunderstorm crosses My street of sorrow. But— Did it save me From the empty eyes staring Into the past through the future, While the present hides the bright lights Of small fragments of happiness? When tears of sorrow drown me in the abyss, Still trying to follow the light of my life, Standing for hope, For the return of change— After losing myself in the moment When you thought things were finally getting right —Chorus— There was never anyone there. No one ever asked: How are you, for real? (No one ever.) Only fake smiles And pretending That they're Always there for you— When you're captured And standing Alone in the dark corner Of your own darkness. In the moment of losing Yourself in the time of hope, Where no one accepts your scream Through the silence of pain. When you're dying in suffering, Drowning in the middle of saving yourself. --- Just for a moment— Live another day. One more time.
