if i don't let go(ill miss it all)

i left it all took a breath broke my fall with a fire from the stars and the flames of my resolve she cut the tie i said goodbye with a war in my eyes and my heels on the knife i know its hard with your gun in my heart and your thumb on my art and my light in the dark i know its hard but if i dont let go i know ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all you are my ghost the light i lost woman i loved the love i lost you are my ghost the light i lost woman i loved the love i lost i know its hard with your gun in my heart and your thumb on my art and my light in the dark i know its hard but if i dont let go i know ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all ill live in pain yeah if i tried if i die then it wont change anything if i lie i survive yeah its only in my brain i know this is the end ill see you all again im burning alive i know its hard with your gun in my heart and your thumb on my art and my light in the dark i know its hard but if i dont let go i know ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all ill miss it all