My fear is that she calls and I’m no longer happy to hear from her. So she hasn’t talked to me but she increased her online activity. This hurts. I’m still not blocked on anything. I’m going to bet on myself. She can’t replace me. She can’t find anyone who loves her like me. She can’t find anyone who will go above and beyond for her like me. That’s my feeling/theory If I’m just a backup option or I’m just being taken for granted. The only play I can make is to give up and disappear. This sub has shown me how women can be fulfilled off of friendship or being wanted or loved. But this can also work in reverse My grand strategy is to create a vacuum. I’m betting on me. I’m isolating me out of her life. I’m not saying happy birthday. I’m not writing poems. Etc etc. My feeling is she can’t replace me and that shell be back and give me one more chance [outro]
