[track: genre: dark psychedelic alternative rock / submerged trip-hop, mood: adaptation beneath pressure, tempo: 70 bpm, meter: loose 4/4, key: E minor] [Intro] [clear picked guitar, detuned double] [slow bent notes drift apart] [low harmonium sags in pitch] [no vocals, eight bars] [Verse 1] [close low male baritone] [free phrasing behind slow beat] [each guitar pluck remains defined] [soft delayed drum accents] [Em] I slip through the silt where my sympathies settle With a mouthful of medicine, mercury, metal [C] Every vice has a voice and a vowel to borrow So I swallow the sound and pronounce it tomorrow [Em] There are fingerprints pressed in the folds of my thinking Little whorls where the wanting keeps widening, sinking [C] I put one hand against the wall to remember [F] The wall holds it there when I try to pull free [Pre-Chorus] [drums thin to staggered kick] [guitar double falls slightly flat] [harmonium sustains minor-second rub] [voice remains centered and natural] [C] I used to fight the pressure [Am] I used to know the pain [Em] Now the water doesn't fight me [B7] And that's what makes me afraid [Chorus] [slow dry half-time drums] [guitar bends across steady bass] [detuned notes sway behind lead] [baritone opens without belting] [Em] I'm not drowning down here [C] I'm developing oceans [G] The pressure grows precious [D] The poison grows pleasant [Em] I'm sinking, still sinking [C] But something feels different [G] If hell has a habitat [B7] What will I be when I'm finished? [Instrumental] [no vocals, eight bars] [exposed crooked two-note figure] [one guitar double drifts sharp] [organ slides downward in pitch] [kick disappears every fourth bar] [Verse 2] [low strained melodic baritone] [dry percussion behind the beat] [picked guitar slides between notes] [bass descends almost imperceptibly] [Em] My pulse picks a pleasure, then pleads for another There's a sin in my sinew that simmers like silver [C] I used to spit out the taste when it found me Now I leave it on my tongue until it settles down [Em] I've seen guilt grow gills just to breathe in the grime Seen the filth find a foothold and flourish with time [C] Now the shame sheds its skin when it swims through my system [B7] Leaves scales in my veins where the current has kissed them [Chorus] [detuned guitars diverge further] [heavy slow drums refuse momentum] [low organ slips beneath harmony] [baritone urgent without shouting] [Em] I'm not drowning down here [C] I'm developing oceans [G] The pressure grows precious [D] The poison grows pleasant [Em] I'm sinking, still sinking [C] But something feels different [G] If hell has a habitat [B7] What will I be when I'm finished? [Interlude] [no vocals, four bars] [drums vanish into clear silence] [one guitar note bends upward] [organ note bends downward] [interval refuses to settle] [Verse 3] [bare baritone returns slightly late] [thin picked notes remain audible] [slow kick pulses out of phase] [small detuned piano notes sag] [Em] There's a frequency flowering under my sternum A hum in the marrow; I'm thrumming in turn [C] Every inch of the infinite feels more confined Like forever is folding and closing behind [Em] The air has gone thick in the back of my throat Every breath bears a weight that keeps bending the note [C] And the deeper I drift, something changes in distance [F] The dark isn't endless. It's gaining dimension. [Bridge] [low voice gains hoarse urgency] [detuned double crosses main guitar] [drum accents cluster unevenly] [all instruments sharply separate] [Em] The infinite buckles, a boundary beneath me [C] There's an end to the endless, an edge to the ether [Em] And something down there has my shape in its features [B7] Its hunger is older than any of mine [Em] I see what is waiting, wearing my skin [C] It looks up with my eyes, my memories intact [all instruments cut to silence] [Em] And it opens its mouth— [Outro] [bare low baritone, no doubles] [one bent guitar interval remains] [harmonium droops out of tune] [no drums, unresolved hard cut] [B7] And my voice answers back. [End]