[Verse 1] If you’re gonna be misguided, unapologetic, Then don’t drag me through the mud like it’s somehow poetic. I’m tryna grow, tryna heal, tryna keep it clean, But you keep rewinding tapes to a version you’ve seen. Say you love me, then prove it when the lights go low, Not just when it’s easy and you’re in control. I’m not your enemy, I’m not your punchline, But you swing at my flaws like it’s pastime. [Pre-Chorus] I wanna be good, I swear I do, But it’s hard to shine when I’m dodging you. If every talk turns into “remember back then”, You don’t want love… you want a win. [Chorus / Hook] If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done, I’m done, I’m done — yeah, I’m done. I tried, I tried, but you still load the gun, Say it’s love, say it’s care, but it’s venom on your tongue. If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done, I’m done, I’m done — yeah, I’m done. I’m not living as your target for the things I’ve become, You can keep that history… I’m leaving with my lungs. [Verse 2] You say all the things you do ‘cause you love me too, But love don’t bruise you then call it “truth.” I wanna hold onto it, I wanna get right into it, But you turn every moment into “pay for what you did.” I’m not perfect — cool — neither are you, Difference is I don’t keep score when I’m in the room. I’m tryna build, you tryna break, then act surprised, Like I’m the bad guy when I finally draw the line. [Pre-Chorus] I wanna be good, I swear I do, But you keep me small like that’s what love do. If you really want us, stop raising the dead, Stop making a home out of what I’ve already bled. [Chorus / Hook] If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done, I’m done, I’m done — yeah, I’m done. I tried, I tried, but you still load the gun, Say it’s love, say it’s care, but it’s venom on your tongue. If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done, I’m done, I’m done — yeah, I’m done. I’m not living as your target for the things I’ve become, You can keep that history… I’m leaving with my lungs. [Bridge – half-time / spoken] I’m not asking you to forget… Just stop using it as a weapon. ‘Cause I’m here… now. And if now ain’t enough— Then nothing will be. [Final Hook] Throw that past at me one more time, I’m done, Love ain’t a courtroom, I ain’t on the run. If you want me better, don’t make me feel numb, Say you love me… show me… Or I’m done. [Chorus / Hook] If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done, If you’re gonna throw that past at me all the time, I’m done
