giving up on myself and the life lessons I've yet to learn, diving deeper into guilt that was never deserved, I've loved, I've lost, I've lived , I've died, but right here tonight will be my final fight! taking up arms against my own self, I've never asked for help but here it goes. these emotions never change and I'm bracing for impact leaving nothing intact except for this hate for myself! I've swallowed the whole bottle and it wasn't a hard pill to take, I was never coddled and this whole life has been a mistake. closing my eyes for the last time I'll say goodbye to this self before I retire on this empty shelf taking up arms against my own self, I've never asked for help but here it goes. these emotions never change and I'm bracing for impact leaving nothing intact except for this hate for myself! if you won't help me now I don't know what's left to do, if I can't cut this out then it will be quick to consume, I'm crying out for help but stuck in a padded room, all the doctors say there isn't anything we can do taking up arms against my own self, I've never asked for help but here it goes. these emotions never change and I'm bracing for impact leaving nothing intact except for this hate for myself!
