Ae (seven) Ok Alright hearin this voice… is it even talkin to me… …damn im... tryin... its not like... im not iv... been... pushin at every wall I can see them... Wantin to box me in claustrophobia... I can feal it.. it starting to settle in I.... can.... hear.... knockin on these walls I think its panic tryin to get in again... fuck i hate it I can hear my phone ringin out I just ignore it I really dont feel like talkin' now its nothing personal I promise I just need a little time for me I... got these fealings of an impostor... but you see this monster inside of me feels like hes getting louder feels like he nos what the odds are [Hook] hearin this voice when its talkin to me Wish it would tell me if its me or if its not me if it is then I can’t leave guss I am what I am I gotta be got me wonderin' about these tracks is this really me or should... Hmm should i start pushing back got me wondering if I could do better Got me prayin these sounds ain't soundin wack When I play it back wonderin if this monsters me... wonderin if this monster has my back dropin real tracks from time to time im gettin better but all these emotions fuck Keep it together they say I should enjoy the climb they say man you got this I can hear it in your rhymes theres not alot around you that can do it like you do but I no theres alot around me that just want me to choke I think my monsters writing this maybe my minds broke and I dont wanna belive its true But if my minds broke Its confusing me Tell me how I do what i do crazy thoughts all start to rush in pen jots fuck em all you got em but thats not really how i feel I no...I no... I got to keep it real hard to keep on track with all the noise sounds so loud like my ears ringin out And I no I no what to do im slowly fealing myself evolving im only dealing with these thoughts emergen the sites are lookin good feels like I should check my vision chest on fire god damn I hope its intuition Maybe my desire tellen my self maybe its this mission its just so repetitive Up at this again Another all nighter Got me wonderin' if im pushin at the right direction my mind runs mental my pen wants to scribble my life so simple if I leave out these riddles maybe im better then I think hole game watchin me like why Why wont they blink I lie awake wonderin if I got what it takes I suppose its time to make or break Fuck it ima make a break from the pack Instrumentals stacked in my backpack Being honest on the Mike Got me spitten facts I just wanna relax And all this pen wants to do Is cut deep on these tracks I tell myself breathe inhale exhale just tell myself No doubt I can hear him screamin in my head again Monster fed make my bed just jot till you can hear exactly what my monster said Like here we go again [Hook] hearin this voice when its talkin to me Wish it would tell me if its me or if its not me if it is then I can’t leave guss I am what I am I gotta be See.... This time... Ima' let him take the wheel So go ahead This shits on you Dont let me down
