𝕸𝖗 𝕸𝖊𝖔𝖜_intermission + (Remix)

[Intro - Chant, cracked vocal, dark ambience] First ayy [Chorus - Abyss Anthem] [heavy 808, dark piano] step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over [Verse 1 - Confessional Rap] [stripped drums, vulnerable] all of my friends they think I'm in too deep and uh if I'm bein honest I think they might be right they might be right uh ayy my therapist called she said "where you been g?" to be honest I'm hidin from you and uh she said "why you keep hidin from me?" I said "cause I'm hidin from me too" my soul it been slidin they ain't got a clue I can't find the key all these locks on the truth I'm runnin out of options no possible routes if I'm honest I think I could possibly lose the mind I got left I say I want life but inside I want death I've said all these lies that I now must confess she said "you need God" but I'm not that religious I don't want a quick fix that's not realistic just please tell me why I am not optimistic I see everybody else so optimistic while I hope and pray that this plane is a kamikaze mission it's not the life I envisioned it's not the life I had pictured I wish the afterlife came with a list of permissions and one is permission to visit the second's permission to see what I'm missin and the third's permission to make my decisions and the fourth's permission to change all my wishes if they grant me all four I'll be back in an instant but I just got back from my intermission [African Soul Bridge - Thabiso - Slow clear Tswana pronunciation, deep voice-SPIRITUAL PRISON] [beat stops, dark ambient pad, blue fire crackling, slow clear Tswana spoken rap, heartbeat] Phogwana ya me ya thibathiba, e nkimile moriti mo tseleng ya botshelo. ( My shadow became heavy, following me on the road of life.) Nna le motswale wa me, re ne ra tsamaya mo mafifing a megopolo ya rona. Re bonana le di-therapist, ka gonne re ne re tsentswe mo kgolegelong ya semoya. Kgolegelo e e tletseng mantswe a batho, fela matlho ga a bone ope yo o buang. Bangwe ba re latlhegetswe ke tlhaloganyo, fela ga ba itse matsogo a ntwa e re e tshwereng. Re tshwana le setlhare sa meetlwa se se tuka mo molelong, fela se sa swe, ka gonne medi ya sone e tseneletse mo mmung. Dikgato tsa rona ke tsa batho ba ba romilweng, re tsamaya re rwetse merwalo e re sa e boneng. Ke gone jaanong ke lemogileng gore, mantswe a a buang le nna mo teng ga pelo, ga se tsotlhe e leng baba. Mangwe ke masole a me, a nkitsise ntwa pele ga ke tsena mo lebaleng la ntwa. Preparing me for my battle, gonne letsomane la me le timetse mo nageng. For my flock is lost, mme ke batla tsela ya go le busetsa gae. Ka raya motswale wa me ka re: "Tshwara thejana le thebe e kgolo, mme tsoga o tle o nthuse go ema. Gonne ntwa eno e feta maatla a me, mme ga ke batle go e lwa ke le nosi." [Chorus - Return] [full drums back, anthem] step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over [Outro - Intermission Chant] [echo, fade] ayy I just got back from my intermission yeah yeah I just got back from my intermission ayy yeah I just got back from my intermission yeah yeah I just got back from my intermission step out the abyss yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over