[INTRO — whispered, distant] I’m just losing all my hope… Trying to hang me from a rope… The devil keeps telling me I’m never gonna cope… [VERSE 1 — dark rap, building intensity] With every decision, I’m freezing, Cold blood running through my veins, Vision blurry, heartless and bleeding, Still I smile through all the pain. They wanna lock me in a prison, But these walls were in my head, Addicted to sinning, call it winning, Dancing with the ghosts instead. I sharpen every word with precision, Every scar became a reason, Everybody feeding the division, While I’m drowning in the television. Blame it on the news, Blame it on the lies, Blame it on the voices That keep screaming through the night. New paths arisen, Old souls unforgiven, I can feel something crawling Underneath my skin again. [PRE-CHORUS — beat drops, angelic Natalia] Every time I take a breath, Feels like I die… Rain falling from the sky, Washing blood from my eyes… Every time I close my eyes, Something’s still alive… Whispering my name From the other side… [CHORUS — huge, haunting] I’m losing all my hope, But I still won’t let it go, There’s a demon in my chest And it won’t leave me alone. If heaven shuts its doors, I’ll haunt the halls below, With a heart made out of roses And a soul as black as snow. Every breath feels like death, Every heartbeat feels like war, If I’m damned forever, Tell me what I’m fighting for. [VERSE 2 — darker, faster] Red moon hanging over me, Fangs out when I speak, I made a home inside the darkness, Now the darkness’s hunting me. Cold hands on my shoulders, Dead eyes in the mirror, The closer that I get to God, The devil starts appearing nearer. I hear the rain, I hear the sirens, I hear the angels Calling through the violence. But I keep walking, Even when I’m barely breathing, If the night wants my soul, Then the night better come and take it. [BREAKDOWN — screamed / distorted] I’M NOT YOUR SIN! I’M NOT YOUR SAINT! I’M NOT THE MONSTER YOU WANTED ME TO BE! [ANGELIC RELEASE — Natalia] Maybe I’m still here… Maybe that’s enough… Maybe underneath these scars There’s still somebody I can love… [FINAL CHORUS — massive] Every time I take a breath, I don’t have to die… Rain falling from the sky, But I’m still alive… Every time I close my eyes, I can see the light… Even with the devil Standing right behind me tonight… I’m losing all my hope, But I still won’t let it go… If I have to crawl through hell, I’ll find my way back home.
