# I’m Not Paranoid Enough [Instrumental Intro] [Verse 1] Never said I wanted out Never searched what leaving costs Just stared at her a second longer Thinking what I'd already lost Next morning, singles in my area Hotels on the other side of town Therapy for starting over Moving trucks when I scrolled down Blamed the mic inside my pocket Killed permissions one by one Covered cameras, changed the settings Felt like a fool when I was done [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I'm seeing what I wanna see Turning accidents to evidence Maybe everybody gets these things Maybe coincidence makes sense [Chorus] I’m not paranoid enough Thought somebody had to listen Thought I had to say the thought Before a machine could catch suspicion I’m not paranoid enough I was scared they knew too much Every habit gave me up Before I knew what I would want You don't need inside my head When everything I do adds up I'm not paranoid I'm not paranoid enough [Verse 2] Job listings before the meeting Apartments when I stayed out late Dating apps when I quit looking At our pictures every day Lawyers when she changed her route Moving boxes when she stayed away Every ad arrived too early Every answer knew the play So I stopped carrying the phone Left it powered down for days Then the billboard on the highway Changed the second that I gazed [Pre-Chorus] No mic No search No words No proof So tell me how the fuck It keeps arriving before the truth [Post-Chorus] Not listening Not listening Not listening Then how do you know? [Bridge] They showed me the report. Typing speed. Walking pace. How long I hover before I buy. What time I stop answering people. How hard I press when I scroll. Which photos make me hesitate. When I wake up. When I stop going out. They never heard the argument. They knew she was leaving anyway. I thought surveillance meant watching. It means predicting. [Breakdown] You didn't hear me say goodbye You watched me type, delete, deny You didn't see us coming loose You measured every small excuse You knew I'd leave before I'd run You did the math, then called it done Every choice I thought I made Was waiting there already laid So what the fuck is privacy When patterns tell you what I'll be? I spent my whole life scared they watched I should've feared how much they caught [Final Chorus] I’m not paranoid enough Nobody ever had to listen Never had to read my mind To calculate my next decision I’m not paranoid enough I was scared they knew too much Every habit gave me up Before I knew what I would want You don't need inside my head When everything I do adds up I'm not paranoid I'm not paranoid enough [Instrumental Outro]
