
Hollow
©Doll I wake up...and waste away my day... Feelings so distant...they just never seem to stay. It’s ok...I think...I’m alright...maybe...probably not... I put on a brave face...and face the world... I hide behind this mask...I wear... I'm not ok....I'm not alright... I live each day wasting away inside... I'll tell you I'm fine...I know that's a lie... I'm losing the battle, and I don't know why... Can't find the strength to fight this pain... The more I try, the more I strain... I'm slipping away, losing who I am... This hollow feeling, it just won't end... I try to breathe, but it's getting harder, The weight of the world, it just keeps pressing me down. I laugh when I can, but it feels so empty, Like I’m just an actor, in someone else’s play. I'm not ok....I'm not alright... I live each day wasting away inside... I'll tell you I'm fine...I know that's a lie... I'm losing the battle, and I don't know why... Can't find the strength to fight this pain... The more I try, the more I strain... I'm slipping away, losing who I am... This hollow feeling, it just won't end... I say I'm strong, but I'm barely holding on... The nights grow longer, the days feel wrong... Every smile is just a disguise... To hide the cracks, to mask the cries... I'm not ok...I'm not alright... But I'll keep saying it, to get through the night... This hollow life, it’s all I’ve known... I'm scared to feel, scared to be alone... Nights are the worst, they’re so damn quiet, I lie in the dark, my thoughts like knives... I reach out for something, but there's nothing to hold, Just a hollow shell, where a heart used to be whole... I'm not ok... I'm not alright... I live each day wasting away inside... I'll tell you I'm fine... I know that's a lie... I'm losing the battle, and I don't know why... Can't find the strength to fight this pain... The more I try, the more I strain... I'm slipping away, losing who I am... This hollow feeling, it just won't end... I keep pretending, but I'm falling apart... Every day’s a struggle, it’s tearing me apart... I'm holding on, but I don’t know for how long, This emptiness inside, it feels so wrong... I say I'm strong, but I'm breaking inside, Just trying to make it through, though I'm barely alive... Maybe one day, I’ll feel something again, But for now, I’ll just keep pretending, That this hollow heart of mine will mend...
