Silence guides me to a new light it shines in the distance i feel its warmth though finite (it keeps me alive) [Pre chorus: distant a cappella] (I am trying to live) (with you on my wrist) (i can't let you go) (but it hurts like this) [Chorus: only acoustic guitar] I USED TO BE YOUR ANTIDOTE YOUR CALM SONG I USED TO TRY TO GET YOU TO HOLD ON AND EVERY PIECE I GIVE I CAN NEVER GET BACK [Verse: only guitar and soft drums] i wish for something permanent As i used to think my actions were that at a certain point you see it and you understand [Verse: vocals reverb, drums more prominent] CAUSE I COULD SEE THE BEAUTY UNDERNEATH AND I TRIED TO MAKE YOU SEE AND YOU DID FOR A LITTLE WHILE THEN COME BACK TO ME AND ASK ME HOW TO SMILE [Pre chorus] I am trying to live with you on my wrist i can't let you go but it hurts like this [Chorus: acoustic guitar with punchy drums] I USED TO BE YOUR ANTIDOTE YOUR CALM SONG I USED TO TRY TO GET YOU TO HOLD ON AND EVERY PIECE I GIVE I CAN NEVER GET BACK [Verse: reverb and distant] (somedays i question wether im in love) (or just love the feeling when we are apart) (if somethings doesnt happen cause you cant start) (try living without me) [Build up adding heavy rhythm] if only you didn't need a helping hand if only you could walk alone over all the steps im sorry but i cant do this if i know youre not getting better [Chorus: aggressive vocals, acoustic now bass, aggressive drums] I used to be your antidote THEN YOU BROKE MY HEART Used to be your calm song THEN YOU BROKE MY HEART tried so hard to get you to hold on and every piece i give I CAN NEVER GET BACK i am trying to live WITH YOU ON MY WRIST i CAN'T Let you go BUT IT HURTS LIKE THIS