[Soft piano] [Distant violin echoes] [Breathy female vocal] Dear Diary Here we go again [Verse] Dear Diary He disappeared tonight No warning signs No last goodbye Dear Diary I gave him everything My heart, my trust Still wasn't enough [Build] [Filtered breakbeats] [Violin swells] Tell me why Tell me why [Chorus] [Distant sonic bass] [Wide vocal reverb] [Liquid DnB groove] Why am I never chosen Why am I left behind Every time I open up They change their mind What's so wrong with me What don't they see I give away my whole heart Still nobody stays with me [Drop] [Violin-led hook] [Airy vocal chops] [Vocal chop: "Why me"] [Vocal chop: "Again again"] [Verse] Dear Diary Another name to lose Another empty room Another broken truth Dear Diary I watched him drift away Like all the rest Nothing ever changed [Build] [Filtered drums rising] [Reverb tails expanding] Again and again Again and again [Chorus] Why am I never chosen Why am I left behind Every time I open up They change their mind What's so wrong with me What don't they see I give away my whole heart Still nobody stays with me [Bridge] [Piano and cello only] [Breathy pause] Dear Diary Maybe it's just me Dear Diary Maybe I'll never see [Final Build] [Layered harmonies] [Violin echoes repeating] Tell me why Tell me why Again and again Again and again [Final Chorus] [Fullest arrangement] [Wide trance pads] Why am I never chosen Why am I left behind Every time I open up They change their mind What's so wrong with me What don't they see I give away my whole heart Still nobody stays with me [Final Drop] [Liquid DnB drums] [Violin melody answers vocal chops] [Vocal chop: "Choose me"] [Vocal chop: "Stay with me"] [Outro] [Soft piano] [Distant reverb decay] Dear Diary When will it be me?