I Don't Want To Be Like This

[Verse] Why am I feeling this way? I’m trying to stay afloat, head above waters Heavy chest heavy breathing , can’t get away Try to keep it cool, I tell myself, but it doesn't matter Does anyone see me, or am I hiding it that well?(yeah) [Pre-chorus] I know these worries aren't real But they still drag me down (down,down) like an anchor on a sinking ship They won't leave me alone, I don't want to be like this (this) [Chorus] [ belting] [echoes] It feels like I’m falling Nowhere to reach, can you hear me scream? Falling Falling Falling Deep(Deep) Will I get above or will the ground swallow me whole? [verse] Caught in the web, can't unwind from my own mind I put on my smile, but it's just a fake mask I keep waging war with the fears inside Escaping this mess is a hopeless task Waiting for a moment of peace to arrive (yeah) [Pre-chorus] I know these worries aren't real But they still drag me down (down,down) like an anchor on a sinking ship They won't leave me alone, I don't want to be like this (this) [Chorus] [ belting] [echoes] It feels like I’m falling Nowhere to reach, can you hear me scream? Falling Falling Falling Deep(Deep) Will I get above or will the ground swallow me whole? [Post-chorus echos] I’m falling (You are falling) Oh,Oh,Oh [Bridge] [only vocals] I’m stuck in this maze, with no map to find the exit In this forever loop going around in circles Could you hold my hand and chase away these thoughts? Tell me I’m going to be fine [Dark synth interlude] [HEAVY KICK AND BASS HIT] [Instrumental party] [Chorus] [ belting] [Instrumental party] [echoes] It feels like I’m falling Nowhere to reach, can you hear me scream? Falling Falling Falling Deep(Deep) Will I get above or will the ground swallow me whole? [Post-chorus echos] I’m falling (You are falling) Oh,Oh,Oh [Outro] I’m falling (You are falling) Oh,Oh,Oh [FADE OUT] [END]