as if ®️

Hyper aggressive, if I’m honest I can’t stand to be alone My friends are so progressive They called me f****t a year ago And I couldn’t cut them off Because then I’d be on my own Being obsessive sounds depressing But it’s just the way it goes Just the way it goes And will that ever fucking change? As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change My friend’s on fentanyl, I hope they’re finding their peace On life support for a week I heard they died in their sleep There’s so much truth in the fiction, I don’t know what to believe There’s so much money in addiction that I’m dying to need I’m just dying to be (Something more, something more) And will that ever fucking change? As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change I wonder if I’ll ever get it right I wonder if I’ll ever find the words I wonder if I’ll ever be enough I wonder if I’ll ever fucking change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change As if I’m As if I’m ever gonna change (As if I, as if I) Gonna change (As if I, as if I) Gonna change (As if I, as if I) Never gonna change