[Verse 1] First morning clean, first breath in years Tastes like plastic and bottled fears Sun cuts my skin like a guilty blade I’m sober but I’m not okay Ashes settle on an unmade bed Kisses fade faster than regrets I scrubbed the dirt from my shaking hands But the stains still understand [Chorus] I'm clean, but I’m not whole Washed the blood but not the soul Left the party, kept the ghosts I'm clean but damn, it’s cold [Verse 2] Everyone cheers like I’m born again But my head still hums with yesterday’s men Their voices crawl up my empty spine Sober doesn’t mean fine [Pre-Chorus] And if you think this feels like peace You’ve never buried a piece of yourself just to breathe [Chorus] I'm clean, but I’m not whole Washed the blood but not the soul Left the party, kept the ghosts I'm clean but damn, it’s cold [Bridge] Every prayer feels like a lie Every sunrise stings my eyes [Final Chorus] I'm clean, but I still ache Woke up sober, broke awake I’m clean but not saved I’m clean just brave
