I still sleep on your side of the bed Like you’re coming back, like you never left And I still hear you when the room goes quiet Like my heart don’t know how to forget Your shampoo’s gone but the air still lies With the ghost of you in every light And I hate that I keep replaying Every last “we’re fine” you said that night ‘Cause you don’t miss me like I miss you You don’t break like I still do You moved on like it’s nothing And I’m stuck here with the truth I’m trying to let you go But you’re still in my chest Like a song I can’t stop singing Like a prayer I can’t confess And I know I should hate you But I don’t, I just hurt ‘Cause I gave you my whole heart And you left with the best part first I deleted your number twice this week Then wrote it back like it meant something I swear I’m done, I swear I’m stronger But I crumble when the phone starts ringing And I see your face in strangers’ eyes In every love song, every goodbye It’s like the world keeps trying to prove That I’m the only one who didn’t survive ‘Cause you don’t miss me like I miss you You don’t bleed like I still do You say it’s for the best now But the best feels cruel I’m trying to let you go But you’re still in my chest Like a song I can’t stop singing Like a prayer I can’t confess And I know I should hate you But I don’t, I just hurt ‘Cause I gave you my whole heart And you left with the best part first And maybe I was too much Maybe you were never enough Maybe love was just a moment And I turned it into us So go on, be okay Say my name like it’s no weight While I’m here learning how to breathe With the space you made I’m trying to let you go But you’re still in my chest Like a wound that keeps on opening Every time I get some rest And I know I should hate you But I don’t, I just hurt ‘Cause I gave you my whole heart And you left with the best part first Yeah I’m trying to let you go… But you’re still in my chest.
