What if I would have turned around that night would everything have been alright I think about that all the time what if I didn't start to rhyme would I have seen you again the love I have for you is till the end we can be friends ( I promise we can be friends) I remember when we were always laughing I lost my ways what happened I lost my everything I'm empty no more gasoline I'm sputtering breaking down I'm broken now (kill me please some how) She was the bomb son of a gun you don't know what you got till it's gone I didn't want to ever write this song it's been so long I was so wrong (what the fuck is my problem) I can't solve them I don't listen but go all in she kept me calm she was the bomb she turned me on now I live with mom (kill me now I'm broken down) I can't fix this I've never been this beyond repair pulling my hair out full of doubt kill me now I'm think I wanna jump on the clouds I was foul loyal and spoiled I have no oil spilling my guts about to burn up boiling I need to put some oil in plans foiling *gunshot* so many bitches but there's only one that I'm missing you can't put me down I'm already broken down stranded it can't get much worse every since birth I was in search of you I found you fucked that up cuz I'm a clown too I loved being around you (kill me now fool) holding this weapon I'm cussing when resting this is the best thing for me going from a glory story to a horror story I don't want to see another morning I'm 40 and so boring torn between dying and living would anyone even care if I went missing is anyone even listening (kill me now I say this loud )
