As my hope fades They said that the memories would fade That this pain would heal But it’s the only thing left Besides these bottles and pills Got no reason left to stay Life is as empty As the promises she made I’m just ready to escape Because hell can’t be worse than this — When every thing I ever loved Never loved me back Except the drugs It’s Fade to black My Time is up The clock ticks down Until there’s nothing left But this misery The only company I can keep So I’m writing this letter for all the people I would have died for Who never gave a SINGLE fuck for me Sorry I lost the battle But you CAN take this war It’s over I quit I just keep spiraling I found my surrender a fragmented life I’LL NEVER piece back together BeCause LIFE is a STORM And I’m tired of THE weather TIRED OF THIS weight on my shoulders Thirty eight years were enough I don’t want to get older Why would I fight With the girl i love lying in my bed BUT IM FEELING ALONE IT’s just broken glass LIGHTS, POWDER, ACTION, CAM-ERAS FLASHING, It’s FUN HOUSE MIRRORS A HORROR STORY ANOTHER COVER GIRL WITH A COVER STORY AS FAKE AS HER LAUGH AS FAKE AS her LASHES JUST ANOTHER; BAD ACT-TRIST JUST GAVE ME HOPE ON TOP OF A MATTRESS ANOTHER BAD HABIT I’ll NEVER take back So DEATH please TAKE ME AWAY JUST GIVE MEEEE THAT ONE last KISS THAT ONE last CAR-ESS I’m tired of this life YOU CAN (Send… me….. back…. ) (Because I don’t have any reasonS left to stay FOR) NO ONE TO RESCUE ME (I’d sell my soul) (if she would TAKE ME BACK) Or take me from her (Because she is THE fire) SO I FUCKING BURN (it’s better to burn out Than to fade away) BECAUSE happiness is ALWAYSSS (Another) ANOTHER .. DAY .. AWAY.. I finally confess that (this world has WON) So, this is my TOAST TO us (and what WE COULD HAVE BEEN) (as I take my last breath) THIS IS JUST A NEW BEGINNING (I’ll find you in the next life) BECAUSE MY WILL WILL NEVER END (You’re My supernova) (my anti matter)(my black hole)(the key who could have unlocked this chest.. now it’s black as coal) Cardiac Arrest In this oasis (of illusions)(noise pollutions) I collapse back into you (you stole my soul) just for you to relapse back into me FUCK ME BACK TO LIFE (We Can’t escape our destiny) I’ve got nothing left to give… … thank you for being My last REGRET SCARLET RED THREADS (OUR FATE IS SUNG) NOW, THIS SONG IS OVER (Happy birthday to me) but this time (it wont be your fault) YOU WONT BE THE reason (IT’S. Already, TOO. LATE ). but all that matters is how this LETTER ends always, yours until the end always truly yours, FUCK YOU kaitlynnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, (it isn’t over until it’s over, BUT when is it ever over. (It’s never over) So fuck you KAITLYNN (KAITLYNN)( fuck you over and over fuck you kaitlynNN)(fuck him too now you have a reason to stutter, bitch)
