I'm Still Here (~Soul Darkness~)

[INTRO — WHISPERED / DISTANT] I feel it slipping… Something inside me… Like I’m watching myself disappear… (Natalia — breathy) Don’t let me disappear… [VERSE 1 — SOFT, CLAUSTROPHOBIC] I feel like I’m losing myself Alone where nobody can help Every little noise gets louder Every breath makes the walls feel smaller I’m sinking underneath the silence Drowning in my own violence No doorway leading to the light Just shadows feeding through the night [PRE-CHORUS — ANGELIC SIREN] And I keep reaching for something But my hands pass straight through I’m disappearing in the darkness And I don’t know what to do [CHORUS — HUGE / MELODIC METALCORE] I’M LOSING MYSELF! Can you hear me underneath the noise? I’M LOSING MYSELF! I’m screaming but I don’t have a voice! The darkness keeps pulling me Further away from everything I used to know… (angelic siren) Don’t let me go… [VERSE 2 — DARKER / RHYTHMIC] It’s eating through my thoughts It’s crawling underneath my skin Stripping away the pieces I thought I’d still have left within My mind keeps overflowing While the air keeps disappearing Every second feels like forever Every heartbeat sounds like fear [PRE-CHORUS — BUILDING] The walls are closing around me I can’t find the space to breathe Something underneath my skin Is trying to take control of me [CHORUS — HEAVIER] I’M LOSING MYSELF! Can you hear me underneath the noise? I’M LOSING MYSELF! I’m screaming but I don’t have a voice! The darkness keeps pulling me Further away from everything I used to know… (feral scream) DON’T LET ME GO! [BREAKDOWN — HALF-TIME / FERAl] I CAN’T BREATHE! I CAN’T SCREAM! I CAN’T MOVE! I’m trapped inside of me! My body turns to concrete My heartbeat starts to freeze I’m begging for an exit But there’s nowhere left to leave! (Melody — scream) YOU’RE NOT ESCAPING! (Natalia — scream) GET OUT OF MY HEAD! [BRIDGE — SUDDENLY QUIET] I close my eyes… But I’m still awake… Trying to escape From every mistake My hands are shaking My whole body aches I’m searching for a sign That somehow… I’ll be okay… [ANGELIC DUET — NATALIA + VIOLET] If I disappear tonight Will anybody know? If I fall beneath the darkness Will anybody come? (Violet — soft) You’re still here… (Natalia — trembling) I don’t feel here… (Violet) You’re still breathing… (Natalia) I don’t know how… [FINAL CHORUS — FULL BAND / MAXIMUM RELEASE] I’M LOSING MYSELF! But I can still hear my heartbeat! I’M LOSING MYSELF! But something underneath me still breathes! The darkness keeps surrounding me But it hasn’t taken everything I used to know… (feral scream) I’M STILL HERE! [OUTRO — COLLAPSING INTO WHISPERS] I can’t speak… My mind goes blank… I can’t see… The whole world turns black… Losing consciousness… Falling into darkness… (angelic siren — distant) But I’m still here… [FINAL WHISPER] I’m still here…