It's a Thing

I’m the laugh track in the parking lot Mascara cracked, still talkin’ hot Phone at two percent, heart at ten I say I’m fine like I mean it then Vodka breath and a bad idea I lose my keys, I lose my fear You say “slow down,” I say “watch me” I trip over love like it owes me money They all dipped when it got too loud I stayed back, took the crown I’m the mess you can’t shut down I’m the punch-drunk bitch at the end of the night Still swingin’ even when the lights come on Best friends left me in a ditch for a hella good time I crawl out laughin’, lipstick gone I’m rowdy, I’m extra, I’m special, honey Say it back — I’m Bunnie, god damn it Shoes in my hand, blood on my knee Still flirtin’ with disaster like it’s meant for me I cry in bathrooms, rally in bars Make saints nervous, break cheap guitars I don’t do quiet, I don’t do tame I burn too bright to play it safe Call me a problem, call me a phase I’ll be the story you can’t erase They say “grow up,” I say “prove it” I feel everything, yeah I lose it I’m the punch-drunk bitch at the end of the night Still singin’ when the band’s gone home Best friends left me in a ditch for a hella good time I turn wreckage into a throne I’m rowdy, I’m extra, I’m special, honey Say it back — I’m Bunnie, god damn it Maybe I’m loud ’cause silence hurts Maybe I bleed just to feel first I wear my chaos like a crown Fall apart, still shut it down I’m the punch-drunk bitch at the end of the night Still standin’ when I shouldn’t be If loving hard’s a losing fight I’ll lose it loud, historically I’m rowdy, I’m extra, I’m special, honey Burn it in — I’m Bunnie, god damn it