Interpersonal State

🎵 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2iT25gvdAGloaigQIWv9Zn 📺 YouTube: youtube.com/@punkravenmusic 🔊 SoundCloud: on.soundcloud.com/357nrM3TTUjTkVXZA 🍏 Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/raven/1785434229 📦 Amazon Music: music.amazon.com/artists/B0DQXVXM1H/raven 🎶 Deezer: deezer.com/us/artist/294166381 🐦‍⬛ Twitter/X: x.com/PunkRavenMusic 🎮 Twitch: twitch.tv/punkravenmusic ----------------------------------------------------- I tried to find the rhythm in your mind, To calm the waves I thought I knew. But every step misaligned the path, And I left cracks where I reached for you. Your thoughts moved faster than I could trace, A fragile balance I didn’t respect. I thought my words could hold their weight, But they twisted, and left us wrecked. I tried to reframe the edges that blurred, But meaning was lost in every word. I wanted to steady the thoughts concealed, But I never asked if you wanted to heal. I wanted to help, but I fractured the flow, A disruption you never asked to know. I touched the fault lines, made them collide, Now I can’t unsee the damage inside. Your mind’s a system I didn’t understand, A complex world I shouldn’t have changed. What I thought was kindness pulled at the seams, And left your defenses painfully rearranged. I mistook silence for a cry for relief, When all you needed was space to breathe. But I pressed too hard, filled in the blanks, Now I see the weight that I couldn’t relieve. I tried to reframe the edges that blurred, But meaning was lost in every word. I wanted to steady the thoughts concealed, But I never asked if you wanted to heal. I wanted to help, but I fractured the flow, A disruption you never asked to know. I touched the fault lines, made them collide, Now I can’t unsee the damage inside. I misread your quiet, thought it was mine to fix, Tried to mend connections that didn’t exist. What I saw as chaos, you called your peace, I tangled the wires, then left you released. I was the impulse your system didn’t need, A ripple that echoed, planted a seed. Now I carry the weight of every regret, And wish I could give you a moment to reset. I wanted to help, but I fractured the flow, A disruption you never asked to know. I reached for control, thinking I could mend, But I learned too late—I wasn’t the friend. Your mind was yours, not mine to rearrange, I hope you find strength to heal through the change. And though I regret the role I played, I’ll hold space for you in the silence .