Where the Feeling Goes

[Verse 1] We still talk like nothing’s changed Same old jokes, same room, same air You still lean your head my way Like that means I’m really there But there’s a space I can’t ignore Right where your hand was before [Pre-Chorus] You say we’re solid, say we’re fine I smile like I agree But I don’t know what “together” is If you don’t reach for me [Chorus] I’m not falling apart I’m just slowly coming loose You don’t push me away You just don’t pull me to you I stay because I love you I wait because I hope You’re not the cut that always bleeds You’re where the feeling goes [Verse 2] There was a time you said we were Something you don’t outgrow You said it once, you meant it then I still know that’s true, I know But knowing what we used to be Isn’t helping me [Pre-Chorus] You say this is how it is “At least for now,” you say I hold onto the sound of that Like it won’t slip away [Chorus] I’m not falling apart I’m just learning how to stay Living inside a “maybe” You don’t have to explain I don’t ask you to choose I just wish you’d feel Like loving me was something You still needed to [Bridge] If love is more than wanting Why does this feel like loss If I was once your other half What does that make me now I won’t cage your heart I won’t force your hand I just need to know Where I stand [Final Chorus] I’m not falling apart But I’m tired of standing still I can live with complicated love I can’t live without being felt I stay because I love you I wait because I hope You’re not the cut that always bleeds You’re where the feeling leaves [Outro] So I stay right here Tell myself it counts That commitment without your touch Is still love somehow