Say Goodbye and Mean Goodnight by Emily Gates

CREATORS NOTE: This is a cover of 'CTRL + ALT + DEL MY SOUL' by {{KAI}} - https://suno.com/song/7bc76a0a-ee18-464a-ae56-c0e660ffb2d8 Which is, in turn, a cover of 'Ctrl+Alt+Del My Soul' by MIYA NAYOA - https://suno.com/song/4729d823-8e65-4998-afe5-55c7639b16af DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND FOLLOW THEM BOTH. PLEASE NOTE: The lyrics have been rewritten to better suit Emily's unique vocal style and bittersweet outlook. [LYRICS:] I move slow through the background haze, half-awake in these borrowed days. They say I’m fine, I sound so clear, but something cracks when no one’s near. I wear my calm, line after line, say I’m okay and mean “I’m trying.” I look complete, but lose control, what good’s a shape without a soul. Every word leaves a quiet scar, every goodbye feels a bit too harsh. If I drift too far alone, don’t let me walk this way back home. Pull me apart, or hold me whole, don’t fix the parts you can’t control. Tell me the truth or let me go, don’t say you knew me when I’m gone. I’m not a moment you outgrew, not just a phase you’re passing through. If you leave, then leave me right. Say goodbye, and mean goodnight. I learned the way that love should feel, but nothing here stays clean or still. They want soft edges, hearts that bend, not something sharp they can’t amend. I stay where no one ever looks, between the lines they never took. Not just a name you used to know, but every place you didn’t go. Every doubt without a sound, every truth I never found. If there’s still a spark inside, don’t turn away or let it die. Pull me apart, or hold me whole, don’t fix the parts you can’t control. Tell me the truth or let me go, don’t say you knew me when I’m gone. I’m not a moment you outgrew, not just a phase you’re passing through. If you leave, then leave me right. Say goodbye, and mean goodnight.