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My Ego Revelation

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[intro] [melodic hook] [rising female voice "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhhh, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh"] My hell deep ego, What a Revelation! An ugly, terrible pain A Divine Gift to see plain Let me explain. I was seeking a Master true After being drawn into A most profound state It was a Divine Embrace With the Being of Light and Love My heart called it “the Lord” That was quite a surprise. I didn’t believe in that But it was so clearly true, I started weeping deep gratitude. It was a Divine Yoga Full of Spirit Power From above pouring through while lifting and holding me too A spiritual PASSION of my whole being. All the while that Presence speaking In my heart Guiding me To give everything, my mind, and then my body, completely. My every movement away from this Immense Love drew the voice in my heart To say, "Give that to Me" And I would respond, "Yes, Lord You are all I want" This state of Divine Communion Was my hearts greatest desire. I knew I could die or go crazy To stay there forever. So I prayed for a Master true Who would know what to do. I was terrified. I only knew of phonies So this was the most intense prayer Of my whole life. And within one month I found him. The Master who had done it all for me My search took me on a retreat With 2 Tibetan Masters My respect for them is deep They were clearly advanced Able to make sacred space Where the Living Light Could come in. A young monk in robes was guiding everyone In understanding the ego I was taken over instantly. I saw my whole life as just ego. It was a terrible sight Revolting and dark as night. I saw my self obsession kind of like demonic possession No love true Just me, me me Loveless and unhappy It was so dark and Deeply stark I could do nothing to change it Because the “I” is only ego I hit a most appalling low Of complete despair Then somehow I fell through Into waves of Light Its power and love Filling the room With Divine Presence Bright A most profound respite I was washed free Of ego in that moment But never to forget ever What the ego is Mine is not unique. We all have karmas shallow and hell deep I wept for hours there, But it was clear to me This was not Tibetan Or anything known to me It was so pure and new With no accretion of myth, belief or history. So I left the retreat To check out someone new. A miracle on the highway, Saved my life that day. He was Guiding and protecting me! Then my Masters wisdom Came into my hands Trying to get into His company then began. Still I never forget where I stand I am still ego, out growing This is my hearts demand The Light that Lives us Is the Master true That has spoken as the bright And told me what's to come How many lifetimes left So I stay aligned in my service and I do my best The Living Light will do the rest. [Outro ] [female voice "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Oh.............Ahhhhhhhhhh"]