Carousel of Ghosts

My hands are stained with endings I never asked to hold Every version of you breaking Like a secret I was told If love is just a circuit Then tear the wires out No more déjà vu disasters No more dying without doubt Spinning on a carousel of ghosts Round and round through every loss You come back and I get close Then the world flips and we’re tossed I won’t let the wheel decide If we live or if we die Spinning on a carousel of ghosts Your smile feels like history I’ve wrecked a thousand times I swear I’ll crack the universe Before I watch you fall again tonight The stars repeat their story Exactly how we know I’m sick of cursed devotion To a fate I never chose Spinning on a carousel of ghosts Round and round through every loss You come back and I get close Then the world flips and we’re tossed I won’t let the wheel decide If we live or if we die Spinning on a carousel of ghosts Break the loop Break the loop Cut the cord Cut the truth I saw your body turn to ash I saw the heavens split in half How many times must I watch that Before I tear this timeline back Spinning on a carousel of ghosts Round and round through every loss If I must burn to set us free Then let the flames begin with me I won’t let the wheel decide If we live or if we die Spinning on a carousel of ghosts