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Losing my words tonight

[Verse 1] I used to bend the room With a pen and a bruise Now I stare at the page Like it already knew Sink in the chair, knees weak Hands full of gone Bills on the counter And a phone that won’t calm I feel too much, too fast Like rain in my chest Every small thing breaks me I just fake the rest [Pre-Chorus] And I know there’s more in me I can feel it beneath But life keeps talking over Every word I reach [Chorus] I’m losing my words tonight But I’m still here I’m losing my words tonight Still feeling it clear (Still feeling it clear) I was made for more I was made for more I’m losing my words tonight But I’m not gone [Verse 2] The notebook got heavy Full of unfinished ghosts Half-born lines in the margins Where I needed them most I miss the old me When a wound turned gold When I could name the ache And make the hurt unfold Now I swallow whole storms No shape, no sound Try to pull one truth up It just drags me down And the mirror says, boy You’re still not done You’re just buried alive By the weight of the sun [Pre-Chorus] And I know there’s more in me I can feel it beneath But life keeps talking over Every word I reach [Chorus] I’m losing my words tonight But I’m still here I’m losing my words tonight Still feeling it clear (Still feeling it clear) I was made for more I was made for more I’m losing my words tonight But I’m not gone [Bridge] If I could cry in a poem I’d flood the page If I could turn this pressure Into a name I’d write my way home Through the ache and the smoke Tell that scared little dreamer You’re more than a choke [Final Chorus] I’m losing my words tonight But I’m still here I’m losing my words tonight Still feeling it clear (Still feeling it clear) I was made for more I was made for more I’m losing my words tonight But I’m not gone [Outro] Not gone Not done Just under the weight Of becoming someone