Am I Doing This Right?

Verse Got this feeling and I got no control The kind of vibration that you feel deep in your soul And you know it when you feel it cuz the feeling'll show Aint no feeling Like the feeling of you feeling the growth Ima die before I give in im just living my oath Always try and never give up its like im giving the most But i'm losing and i'm Afraid to let it go this doubt is so abusive leaving bruises on my bone Somebody....wait I done asked for you to pray Too many times when will i count all the time i spent astray Hit my knees before I lay Bow my head and then id think the things i'd wanna say I mean usually i'd run away Chorus AM I doing this right? Somebody tell me What should i do with this light Nobody help me Im at the point of my life If you aint felt me then Im just wasting time Chorus AM I doing this right? Somebody tell me What should i do with this light Nobody help me Im at the point of my life If you aint felt me then Im just wasting time with these words Verse Do the math See the vision Feel the wrath Thats the order of the wisdom That you gain on this path But you cant you see it though if you sitting in the past You the driver and the pilot so who's guiding you to crash You can blame it on the world but you know its a lie How you know you found the truth Man you'll know when you cry And see nothing but the cold in your eye Don't let it die Give it something If its nothing find your center inside And I overcame my demons but that dont mean that I'm done My biggest fear is that i passed this anger on to my son I'll take the pain and every scar that'll come Not on the run But ima always come out stronger when the fighting is done Chorus AM I doing this right? Somebody tell me What should i do with this light Nobody help me Im at the point of my life If you aint felt me then Im just wasting time Chorus AM I doing this right? Somebody tell me What should i do with this light Nobody help me Im at the point of my life If you aint felt me then Im just wasting time